ugh fuck my mom just walked into me crying fml now she wont leave me alone =[
“im fine” probably has to be the biggest lie I’ve ever told.
people are so blinded thinking you need to have physical wounds to have scars.
i love how im just sitting here in my room crying in the dark wishing i had another life.
not myself today just thinking about how I’ve distance myself from alot of people makes me sad esp my friend sarah . i honestly dont deserve to be her friend.
Ugh full out emo today, feel so depressed.
Have you ever been so sad that you can’t even cry you just sit there and think about how sad you are
just started my new meds, went from zoloft 75 mg + 100 mg seroquel (antipsychotics)
to 150 venlafaxine ( effixor) + 100 mg seroquel ( antipsychotics ) + 2 mg of adivan ( for anxiety attacks in the morning )
lets hope for the best was kinda scared to take so much…. blah my friend is onthe same kind said when he switched to it for the first couple weeks he was pre emo and tired and anti-social D: i really hope my body doesnt react the same