Ugh…

Clearly I need a Fucking therapist again…. Almost swallowed all these meds and over dose last night…….. Not my proudest moment, clearly I’m a wreck and emotionally unstable atm…… Ugh….. So Fucking close, took to melatonin instead and knocked myself out….. Felt like a dream

ugh fuck my mom just walked into me crying fml now she wont leave me alone =[

“im fine” probably has to be the biggest lie I’ve ever told.

people are so blinded thinking you need to have physical wounds to have scars.

i love how im just sitting here in my room crying in the dark wishing i had another life.

not myself today just thinking about how I’ve distance myself from alot of people makes me sad esp my friend sarah . i honestly dont deserve to be her friend.

Ugh full out emo today, feel so depressed.

Have you ever been so sad that you can’t even cry you just sit there and think about how sad you are

Day 2

Ugh the anxiety attacks haven’t calmed down. Blah

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